Posted on 9/22/2011 12:55:00 AM by kennn



It's almost the end!

I guess a mindset that the school instilled in us was that graduating was like the final end of it all. But, looking at the bigger picture, life's a never-ending journey of learning. The important thing is to continue improving and honing my skills. Maybe it'll take months, maybe a year, maybe ten years to land my dream job, but I know that one day I'll reach it. All for the glory of God!

Almost the end. Now that I'm here, I suddenly wish that time would slow down. Haha. I'm ironic. A few weeks back, I would have given anything for tomorrow to be the last day of school. I can finally do the things I want to! Learn stuffs, do stuffs again! If all goes well, my black guitar (thank you! (:) will be up and running!

Things that seemed important to me awhile back now seems to hold less importance in my life. After that long, I finally woke up, took a step back and looked at things from a different perspective. Guess I was not ready anyway. The person I couldn't be more disappointed with was me myself. Next time, it's a sound mind and two eyes.

Time to do some reflections for this whole one year which passed.

A pulse.

Posted on 9/20/2011 12:53:00 AM by kennn

Broken beyond repair.

Posted on 9/12/2011 03:01:00 AM by kennn

“You can’t touch my dents. I got every one of them dents with my best buddy Lightning McQueen.” -Mater.

Becoming the Greatest in the Kingdom of God

Posted on 9/10/2011 10:27:00 PM by kennn

[Jesus] began to question them, “What were you discussing on the way?” But they kept silent, for on the way they had discussed with one another which of them was the greatest. Sitting down, He called the twelve and said to them, “If anyone wants to be first, he shall be last of all and servant of all.” Taking a child, He set him before them, and taking him in His arms, He said to them, “Whoever receives one child like this in My name receives Me; and whoever receives Me does not receive Me but Him who sent Me.” (Mark 9:33-37, NASB)

I believe it is a good thing to want to be great. Paul commands us to run the race so as to win (1 Cor. 9:24). It's a sad thing, in my opinion, that there are Christians who have no hope of being great. They see people like Mother Theresa or Jim Elliot, and they have no hope of ever being like them. Jesus, in the passage above, does not rebuke the apostles for wanting to be great. He just redirects them.

The thing that stood out to me in this passage is the small steps Jesus sets before the apostles in order to be great. If you want to be the greatest, he says, you need to simply take the last place and serve. The example that he gives them is to set a small child in front of them, take the child in his arms, and say, “Receive this child in my name.” It's not hard, and it's not out of our reach. Do you want to be great? Serve. And serve the one in front of you, even—maybe especially even—that one in front of you is a child.

How many of us attach greatness to loving the child in front of us? Do we not think of speaking to crowds and changing the world? Don't we think of speaking to presidents and world leaders like Billy Graham? Yet Jesus' example of being great is to embrace the child in front of them. Of such, he would say just a couple chapters later, is the kingdom of God (Mark 10:14-15).

Paul tells us to run the race so as to win. What do you picture when you hear that? I wish that what we all pictured is the person in front of us. The moral of an old Leo Tolstoy short story is: “The most important time is now; the most important person is the one in front of us; and the most important thing is to do that person good.” I believe Jesus agrees. When he judged the sheep and the goats, offering the sheep eternal life in the kingdom of God, he asked them about the people who crossed their paths. “I was hungry, and you gave me food; I was thirsty, and you gave me drink; naked, and you clothed me; I was sick, and you visited me; I was in prison, and you came to me” (Matt. 25:35-36). It was not presidents and world leaders that gave the kingdom to the sheep. It was the homeless, hungry, the sick, and even the imprisoned that were the path to the kingdom for those that know God.

Our vision should be set high. We, like Paul, should discipline our body and bring it into subjection. Like Paul, we should forget what lies behind and press forward towards the mark in order to obtain the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus. But what does that look like? It does not necessarily mean we should be preaching to the world. Paul said, “How shall they preach except they be sent?” He was called to preach the Gospel. He had no choice. As he put it, “Though I preach the Gospel, I have nothing of which to boast, for necessity is laid upon me. Woe to me if I do not preach the Gospel!”

For those of us not called to preach, however, we have something different set before us. People are set before us every day. Paul's command to the typical church member is, “Study to be quiet, to do your own business, and to work with your hands ... so that you may walk properly before those who are outside” (1 Thes. 4:11).

This is something all of us can do. God gives grace for the things we are called to do. We are to be good stewards of the grace God has given us, not of the grace God has given someone like Paul, Mother Theresa, or Jim Elliot. Jesus tells us that when we are with others, we should shoot for the lowest place, not the highest. Why? “He that humbles himself shall be exalted” (Luk. 14:11).

We need to be reminded of this over and over. We should set our sights high. We should set our sights on being great in the kingdom of God. We should run the race so as to win. This means only that we should serve the person that is in front of us. It means we should constantly humble ourselves, not so that we may eventually exalt ourselves, but so that God can eventually exalt us. As for us, we are to humble ourselves today and each day throughout our lives. The one who is great in the kingdom of God is the one who can be last of all and servant of all throughout his life.

Do not lose hope. You are not called to fulfill the ministry of another. You are called to fulfill your own ministry, and to be a good steward of the grace given to you. This is something you can do. Paul's description of his ministry was this: “None of these things move me, nor do I count my life dear to myself, so that I may finish my course with joy, and the ministry which I have received of the Lord Jesus, to testify the Gospel of the grace of God” (Acts 20:24). The chances are, your ministry is not to testify of the Gospel of the grace of God in the manner Paul did. The chances are, your ministry is to study to be quiet and attend to your own business, so that you may behave properly towards those who are outside the grace of God. You can do that best by obeying the Lord Jesus, just as Paul did, and devoting yourself completely to that obedience. Love and serve those who are in your path. Take the low place. Humble yourself and serve. It is work. It is denying yourself. It is also the path to greatness in the kingdom of God.

Posted on 9/10/2011 01:24:00 AM by kennn



Everything rides on hope now
Everything rides on faith somehow
When the world has broken me down
Your love sets me free

Against hope, believing in hope.

Romans 4:18:
who, contrary to hope, in hope believed, so that he became the father of many nations, according to what was spoken, "So shall your descendants be."

Posted on 9/09/2011 02:52:00 PM by kennn

Posted on 9/09/2011 12:28:00 AM by kennn

"I'm glad there's that one person who never gives up on me even when the whole world has."

Never know when a friend or a complete stranger might feel this way.
Be there for them!

You’re Where You Need to Be

Posted on 9/06/2011 11:59:00 PM by kennn

They say life is a journey—which is funny because it makes me think of the band Journey and Steve Perry’s awesome poof mullet. That thing was righteous. Regardless, we each have a journey we’re walking, a story we’re living as we progress through each day. Sometimes our journey is a happy one filled with good times and laughter; other times, it’s full of heartache and shame. Whichever is true of your current state, you and I are on a far reaching journey—a journey that doesn’t end until we’ve let our last breath slip from our lips.

If you and I were to sit down and discuss the intimate details of my journey thus far, we’d need several hours. It’d be soaked with tales of deceit and depression, of faltering virtues and a flawed logic. But looking back, and because our precious hindsight is so perfectly clear, I can see each roaming step I took led me, thankfully, to where I am now—happy, fulfilled, content, and following a calling I ignorantly ignored for years. No, the mistakes I made—and there were plenty—aren’t forgotten, but each one, despite my best efforts, led me to something good, something worthwhile. It only took me accepting His will for my life once and for all.

God has a plan for each of us, but He also allows us the freedom of will to make our own decisions and choose which paths we’d like to take. So what happens when the choice we make doesn’t match up to the plan He’s laid out for us? What happens when we refuse to follow our calling or His ways and we end up off track and lost? Can we ever get back? The answer is actually rather simple. Yes, we can. God tailors His plan based on each step we take so that we are never too far from jumping right back on to the path He’s chosen. And while it’s possible to feel as if we’re a million miles away from anything resembling the will of God, the plan that He so carefully crafted for us is always being altered, always being conditioned so that it’s ever-ready to accompany us should we choose to meet back up with Him.

You may have stepped away from His journey for a minute, or maybe it’s been a long while. But I can truthfully say that you’re right where you need to be. God can use you, help you, restore you right where you stand. It may not seem like it right this moment, but imagine looking back on the spot where you now stand and seeing how it soon led you to something beautiful and full of redemption. You may feel unworthy of the love and grace He has to give, and that’s understandable. But imagine looking back one grace-filled day and saying softly to yourself, “I was right where I needed to be”. Let that be you. Acknowledge where you are and know that you’re right where He needs you to be.

-Cory Copeland

Posted on 9/06/2011 11:11:00 PM by kennn




Posted on 9/05/2011 11:13:00 PM by kennn

To love others like how God loves.

Love someone for who they are. Not for who they are not.


Oh no, Gideon.

Posted on 9/03/2011 11:03:00 PM by kennn


The last time I went to a hospital, it was to see my grandma at her deathbed.
That was when I told myself never to take anyone for granted.

As I walked the halls, I pondered the irony of such a place; of both life and death.

People really don't know what they have till it's gone.

Posted on 8/30/2011 11:27:00 PM by kennn


Nick Vujicic is a young man who was born without any arms or legs. He is now a minister sharing his story and inspiring people of all faiths with his message of hope and love.

“If I fail, I try again, and again, and again. If YOU fail, are you going to try again? The human spirit can handle much worse than we realize. It matters HOW you are going to FINISH. Are you going to finish strong?”
— Nick Vujicic

New phase.
Faith is important.
You can lose lots of things or everything, but the one thing to never ever lose is faith.

Posted on 8/27/2011 10:00:00 PM by kennn

Talked with my Father ever so often for the whole of this week.
Asked so many questions.
About spiritual family members. About calling. About serving even the lowest. About receiving them in Your name. About sending me. About salvation. About love. About treasuring one another. About doing things before its too late. About regrets. About the little things. About Your agape love. About faith. About visualising. About the end-times. About running out of time. About loss. About almost everything.
In the end, all my understanding and intelligence matters for naught.
All crowns and titles and robes all fade away.
In the end, the only thing that matters, is loving You with all our hearts.

I'm running out of time.
Open their hearts to make them see the light.
Help me, Lord.
Help me, Jesus.
Please.

Posted on 8/25/2011 11:08:00 PM by kennn


Life is indeed fragile.
A reminder to treasure everyone around me even more.

I'm so sorry, Debbie.



Posted on 8/22/2011 03:20:00 AM by kennn



This saddened me.

What if all these people needed was someone to tell them everything's gonna be alright.
What if they just needed someone to share their problems with?

The worst thing is people walking near them, knew something was wrong, and not doing anything at all.

One old day, I'm gonna walk that span of that bridge, look out for anyone trying to climb over. I will try to pull them back, give them the biggest hug I ever give someone, tell them they're beautiful and that You love them so much. I will try to do that. At least, try.