Trials.
James 1:2-4 :"My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience. But let patience have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing."
And I experienced his miracles once again today.
For I believe, this is a test of my faith and my patience.
For now, I pray, persevere and wait.