Dreams and visions.
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Ever seen how a father ruffles his hand through his son's hair lovingly in a playful way? It's a kind of way the father says well done, or when the father's pleased with his son.
I 'saw' the same thing happened today during service when Pastor Kong was preaching halfway. Not really saw, not really felt, hard to explain, but I knew it was God. His hand ruffling through Pastor Kong's hair, kinda patting his head, except His hand was ENORMOUS. Grinning to myself sillily in service. It was then I realised I wanted God to do the same to me. To be proud of me and say well done. Just wanna make Him proud and bring glory to Him, like I did on friday. I know I can, with Him by my side.
Roughly two more months to graduation.
Recently being reminded of my dreams and what I was always working so hard for.
God told me of the first step I had to take if I wanted to reach my ultimate dream of setting up orphanages in the future. I was reminded that she helped out at old folk's homes and He told me I could ask her how she went about doing it. Which is what I did today, when she sat beside me during service. Coincidence? Neh, more like Godly plan! lol. Hmmm. All I need is to take the first step with You, Lord.
Talked to Herlena today with my bro. (Not sure if I spelled her name correctly) Apparently, she's been to Sweden before to try to catch the auroras! But she didn't saw any for those four days. Lol. Anyways, I didn't know one could travel to watch auroras from sweden. Now we know. We asked her so much stuffs about her travels there, and now we decided to save money and travel there. Auroras. Northern lights. One of God's most beautiful creation. To catch them in person once in my lifetime. Definitely top of my to do list. One day if we decide to go, we have to pray hard for it to appear if not it'll be a wasted trip LOL.
Dreams.
In You I dream.
In You I hope.
11.56pm and at this moment right now, I really feel like graduation's too far away. I'm tired but I can't sleep.
I don't have an answer for the question You asked me.
I know one day I will have.
But now, I'm not sure.
In time, I will know.